“The Magnetic Girl” by Jessica Handler
Lulu often becomes overstimulated by sights, sounds and smells that don’t seem to faze others, making her feel like a trespasser. She gives in to odd urges, such as poking her skin or mattress with something sharp: “Stabbing a pin through the thick cloth and feeling it pop through to the burlap inside satisfied an itch behind my knees and along the edges of my teeth.” When Lulu’s visiting cousin mistakes the sound of a pin rupturing mattress paired with the flashes of a lightning storm to be God bringing “the power of an electrified city into” Lulu’s rural home, it quickly sets off a chain of events that lead to Lulu becoming a performance artist.
Lulu’s father — no stranger to using others’ vulnerabilities to his advantage, as we learn through a flashback of his time as a Civil War soldier — jumps at the chance to exploit his daughter’s unintentional trick for his family’s financial gain. He teaches her how to “manufacture the impression of great feats of strength” by positioning her body and applying pressure against grown men in such a way that they’re fooled into feeling powerful sensations. Lulu enjoys the lessons because they mean bonding time with her distant father and the promise of travel beyond her small Georgia town.
She also uses them to develop what she considers her real power of “captivating” people, inspired by an old book she finds in her father’s study, in which a “lady writer” describes her experience beguiling people. Lulu believes that by catching another’s gaze and lowering her eyelids, she can stop time for herself and her subject, whether it be her teacher or a fox who runs toward her like a “black-footed bullet.” Lulu hopes that perfecting this technique could be used to heal her younger brother of an ailment for which she secretly takes responsibility.
As Lulu’s dad assumes the role of stage father and arranges a multi-city tour starring his daughter, his greed and controlling behaviors come to light. An emotional chasm materializes between Lulu and her parents when she realizes they look down upon the very theater world they installed her in, a world she’s come to love despite the cutthroat deception surrounding it. The chasm is deepened when a climactic and deadly event takes place during a performance in New York, sending the family running back home.
The public perception of Lulu starts to shift, and she begins to view her performer persona as someone “deluded by avarice and shame.” The act earns a gigantic sum for her once poor family, but the tour leaves them forever changed, with sorrow never far off for the child performer. “I wanted to smash something and feel it break, and I wanted to cling to someone who loved me.”
This is a story that gets at the core of what it’s like to be alive, honing in on modern day feminist anxieties through the lens of a distant time when electricity was glamorous instead of merely a technological afterthought. Handler provides a touching look at how human desire doesn’t always equal what is right, and the result is an astonishing tale that does not pander or falter, but crackles with magic.
‘The Magnetic Girl’
by Jessica Handler
Hub City Press
280 pages, $27