“We really needed to step up our efforts,” she said.
Many of them have been here before, their hopes ignited then dashed after another Hicks baby, Jane Blasio, spearheaded a similar DNA testing effort in 1997. Blasio’s search, aided by Judge Linda Davis of the Fannin County probate court, turned a spotlight on the town and the doctor who sold them.
With few exceptions, the search for a match has come up empty or led to disappointments.
When the news first broke, Paul Payne, 61, of Hixon, Tennessee, said his former babysitter contacted him. She gave him the name of a woman she believed was his mother, where she went to college, what her father did.
“I started researching that and everything she told me matched, but I still have not been able to prove anything,” he said.
Payne tracked the woman down at a nursing home in Florida. He called her, but when she answered, he couldn’t speak.
“I hung up,” he said. He had second thoughts about disrupting her life.
Two weeks later, he learned she’d died. Her son refused to test her DNA.
“I’m being optimistic, but I’m a realist,” said Payne, as the testing drew to a close Saturday. “Unless I can find some relative who is close enough to who I believe is my mother to give DNA, I’ll probably never know for sure.”
Hicks baby Diane Conrad learned she had a sister — also a Hicks baby — after that first go-round of DNA testing.
“She was three years younger than me,” Conrad said. “She grew up in West Akron, a 20-minute drive from my neighborhood.”
The women met once at Conrad’s home, comparing noses and foreheads. Over the next six years, they remained in frequent contact, but when her sister divorced, that was the end of it.
“She dropped off the face of the earth,” Conrad said. “I tried calling, but she didn’t return calls. After a year or two, I just gave it up.”
Provided her birth parents are still around, she’s hoping Saturday’s test will help her connect with them.
“I don’t want to drop into anybody’s life, destroy anybody’s relationships,” Conrad said. “I just want medical history. That’s my priority.”
So many unknowns
In the late ’90s, Dawson and her adopted mother, Judith Johnson, shared their story on television talk shows like “The Maury Show.” But she aborted her search in 1998, when her husband, Clarence Elkins, was falsely convicted of murdering Johnson.
Instead of searching for her birth mother, Dawson would spend the next 7 1/2 years trying to prove her husband’s innocence. Elkins was exonerated through DNA testing and the true killer was convicted.
Dawson has known since age 7 her parents got her from the McCaysville clinic run by Hicks, who died in 1972. According to Dawson’s adopted parents, Hicks said her birth mother had two other children and “had been involved with someone very prominent who couldn’t afford the scandal.”
“Dr. Hicks and his nurse told lots of stories, so who knows if that’s true,” Dawson said, as if still half-believing all these years later.
Indeed no one knows for sure whether Hicks, generally beloved by the townspeople of McCaysville, sold the babies for profit or simply recouped the cost of caring for the mothers.
And that’s perhaps the most troubling thing in all this, Payne said. Nobody knows anything for certain. Complicating matters, Hicks provided fake birth certificates that listed the buyers as the birth parents, erasing any evidence of the babies’ real mothers.
Running out of time
And so on Saturday, they congregated at Oconee River Inn, just five miles from McCaysville, where they believe they were born, then exchanged for anywhere from $100 to $1,000. Others came too.
One woman, Pam Helton Stepp, a 49-year-old hairdresser from Ringgold, said she wanted to show her support because her sister had been given up as a Hicks baby.
Lesa Burgess, 51 of Epworth, said had fate not stepped in, she might have been a Hicks baby.
Nearly ready to give birth, her mother was on her way to Hicks’ clinic when a sympathetic stranger took her instead to a nearby medical center where Burgess was adopted through legal channels.
“I feel a lot of empathy for Hicks babies,” Burgess said.
Diane Conrad, 56, drove in from Akron, Ohio. Stephen Dilbeck, 64, from Blue Ridge. Diane Warner, 53, from Grand Rapids, Michigan.
Dawson said Saturday’s testing isn’t a one-time event.
“It’s open to anyone who calls and wants to have their DNA done a month from now or a year from now,” she said. “It’ll be an on-going thing.”
At this point in her life, Dawson said the testing isn’t so much about finding her birth parents as it is learning her medical history.
“If I discover where I come from and who I look like, that would be the topping on the cake,” Dawson said. “It’s something I deserve. It’s something we all deserve.”