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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes


Changes I’ve noticed in myself:

• When I get winded (like walking up a hill), I get “un-winded” much more quickly than I used to.

• I can lift a lot more weight than I used to.

• I willingly(!!) eat more healthy food and a lot less unhealthy food.

• I have a lot less desire to eat out.

• I’m not hungry ALL the time.

I want to talk about that last one. My excuse for sitting at my desk and eating almost constantly all day was that “I’m hungry!” How could I NOT eat when I felt physically hungry!? Now that I am eating balanced meals and snacks, I only begin to get hungry when it’s really time for a meal or snack. I’m not having those refined-carb highs and lows like I used to. I didn’t know that the eating was actually making me hungry! The Ritz crackers would make my blood sugar spike; it would fall just as quickly, and then I felt hungry again. What a horrible, fat-storing cycle! Has anyone else experienced this?

Ok, changes I’m still waiting on:

• I still get tired in the late afternoons that I don’t go to work out. This makes it hard for me to get my “cardio” in on non-workout days. (But I mostly do it anyway.)

• I find myself wanting to “just eat” even though I’m not hungry. Primarily when I’m sitting at my desk. Old habits are hard to break.

• As I’ve mentioned before, I’d like to be shedding a little more weight with all my hard work! Patience is hard to learn.

The old self-loathing of the fat person I’d become has been replaced by a feeling of pride. I’ve taken some action, and I’m proud of myself for that! As David Bowie said, “I still don’t know what I was waiting for .. A million dead-end streets … So I turned myself to face me …” (now y’all know that I’m old!)

Thanks for reading and supporting me! And much appreciation to my wonderful trainer Kelly of Fitness Together!

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